I’ve come to realize that I just want to brain dump on these updates. I let people know how I’m doing in the private chats. The three green circles is good enough for the public facing check ins.

I’ve also realized that I want to go TOTALLY mask off on these updates. I’M WRITING THESE UPDATES FOR ME! That said, the approach I took for LinkedIn has been awesome. I basically have Gemini turn my nonsense into business insight. 😂

I’m realizing I need to retune my Facebook version. I’m going to make it more “family friendly” niggas can’t handle the real shit! 😂

Like, for example, I’m realize I ride with ye. Like… I really fuck with ye. Even black KKK ye. 😂 But you know what? Facebook doesn’t need to know that shit… But… Instagram can! 😁

I’ve also realized I want to document the “behind the scenes” of what I’m doing as I start building my different things up. That’s what I wanted to do with miltownkid as well, but it was hard to balance being a “persona” and then “getting real” on the same accounts. This account is based on “realness” (the white supremacist colonized capitalist “reality” anyway). More shit Facebook doesn’t need to see. Facebook needs to see the Casey they like and the Casey I am can live on my blog (I’m not even fucking Casey anymore! 😂 Casey Abbott Payne is even more ficticious than miltownkid is/was… 😂) That said, I current move through the world as Casey. I’m already living in a new future. The 108 future. The Casey Abbott Payne future is kind of “just starting” but I wrote the script for it a long time ago…

Man… I thought I had a different post today, but I guess I just gotta roll with what happens…

Went looking for when the “author” got created, but I found something close to that. I think the “author” (old version of me) was created shortly after that. What I was looking for is probably in another journal. Anyhow, the author became who “I” was and miltownkid ZEE and Casey Abbott Payne were “scripts” written by the “author”. I suppose that’s what ultimately allowed me to put space between “me” and miltownkid ZEE while creating another “host” for “me” to occupy (Casey Abbott Payne)… 😂

Anyhow, the “one” writing this now is 108. That’s what I identify as internally. There’s all kinds of lore connected to that but, among other things, 108 represents the ONEness of everything the NONEness of everything and the INFINITE.

I look at those two guys in the photo and say “Naw, that ain’t me.” 😂

Anyhow, gonna end it there and tune Gemini to be more tame on Facebook.

☝🏾🛞♾️ out!