I live and share Flowism in the most human way possible to benefit as many humans as possible.

This is my Dream, my what. It’s fueled by my Story (why) and fuels my Flow (how). My 108s are the history of how well I’ve been Flowing.

My Dream is Mastering Flowism

It’s crazy to me that after 22 cycles (7 years), I finally want the Dream to focus on me—not in a selfish way, the opposite. Each prior version emphasized growth, numbers, or making money. Now, I realize that before pursuing any of that, my priority must be refining my system and philosophy for myself. I have to truly master it before spreading it. So, more than 10 years since creating this system, my Dream is to refine myself. Collective action isn’t my focus, though it may result naturally from my personal work.

My philosophy and system is Flowism.

My Dream is to master it.

Transitioning to this as a focus started Cycle 16 (start of 2024), with a post title titled “Just Flow”. I just finished writing my Cycle 21 to 22 reflection, “How I Overcame My Manic Episode with IFS Therapy”. Reading them both makes it clear why focusing on myself has been so hard. My internal world was a disaster because of, and while needing to manage, severe bipolar 1. For my entire adult life, focusing on refining myself has been failure after failure after failure, because of bipolar disorder. Focusing on the growth of a community gave me some continuity between episodes, especially since I had a YouTube community that was always there, even if much smaller than it had been at its peak.

Cycle 21 (end of 2025) was the first time, in 26 years, that I’ve successfully navigated a manic episode. It’s also the first time in 10 years that I can say, “My system is working at the highest level.” Because of this success, I now have continuity between one cycle and the next, achieved by refining myself through my philosophy and system. Building on this progress, I can now triple down on Flowism and take it to the next level.

So, last time.

My Dream is clear: mastering Flowism and my Flow.

Dream Documents v1 | v2 | v3 | v3.1 | v4 | v5

Created Cycle 22, Day 107 | April 17th, 2026